New Breath Poem by Laura arwen

I'm trying to
make a positive
change in my
life
I need a
new breath to
be a new
person
My renewal is
very slow
This profound change
is creating a
lot of instability
in my emotional
security
In this moment
I'm tired to
receive a new
life
It should bring
a lot of
happiness
It drives me
to a strange
and closed direction
It is a
complicated perception and
it touches my
pure senses
It is a
temporary solution for
my obsessions
Maybe it's a
mistake searching a
new breath
It's a good
feeling to be
free of everything
Material things suffocate
me
When I'm alone
I have more
confidence in myself
There is a
sort of recall
to order
I'm afraid of
new things
I am motivated
to explore new
sensations but not
enough to really
to do it