Michael P. McParland
Night Note 141 - Poem by Michael P. McParland
Hello to you my darling Kira
I hold so very deep, tender,
caring, and unconditionally loving
deep within my soul and heart
for which you hold and carry
forever being yours and that's just what I want.
Please forgive me dear
as I struggle so hard right now
to get myself up in whole
and moving right now.
My head still feels extremely foggy
on anything near the finer points
of execution in detail
or memory in whole.
I just know without any haziness
or confusion at all
that I miss the woman I so
truly love in the most intense pain
that in many ways I know there is.
My heart just burns in need
to hold you near and give you kisses
that will put out all of our
worries, our fears, and our longing needs,
Kira it isn't just for me
that I am so in need to be with you
but because I want to comfort you
and reassure you how deeply loved you are.
I just want to give you happiness
and so much deep and caring love.
I hurt so much just to talk to you
and give you all my care and love
while holding you so tight within my arms
and holding your hand in love.
Let's get to that stuff later though
more when my head has somewhat cleared.
Just remember dear that I love you
more than anything and more than
anyone can ever know.
Please my Kira I hope I am
not asking too much as I rise now
I need your loving strength.
First thing that I must do
is a shower that cleanses and rejuvenates.
I have eaten since Sunday when I
laid down but I don't remember
exactly when or just what it was my dear,
I was in a deep sleepy fog
so I need some help in strength,
I also wish you were here to hold
while we were in there too.
I might have some tears to shed
or I might not I don't know for sure,
I do know that I want to
smile at you and give some kisses too,
I need my Kira bad because
she's my hero and my best friend too.
I often fear you may be embarrassed
or disappointed in me my dear
but I do give my very best,
and I understand and am ashamed
because I know I can be embarrassing.
I wish though that you were here
to join me and enjoy the cleansing
and waking flow,
and I know that you accept me for who I am
and I get the feeling you wish
that you could join me too
to share those kisses while we smile
and be holding me to catch those
I am sending you my dear all
my strength warmth and love
and feel all these hugs and kisses
saying I love and thank you babe.
You truly are my everything
and all I want and need.
After a cleansing shower of waking
and renewal food is so badly in need
while you share a good morning with me.
Let's focus on that babe as just
getting that first part right now
needs focus and energy itself.
So please just wrap your arms
around me and we'll together
just hug each other strong.
Find our way together as we always have,
I need my Kira always no matter what
because you are my Angel and true love,
you are the one to whom
I give myself in full and non stop babe,
you truly are my everything.
So as I get up and probably
slowly move about I send you all of
my caring love and want you to know
just how much you mean to me.
Kira I am always by your side
and I'll never leave you dear.
I can't take or stand our time here
apart and just want you in my arms,
so know that no matter what
I am forever yours and I'll love you strong
because you are my only one.
Kira I will write you in short
after my shower and let you know what's going on.
Until then know I'll be with you
and thinking of you here,
and feel all of these endless kisses
of deep and caring love
that I'll be sending non stop.
Feel my arms around you
in deep comfort and endless love.
Kira I miss you my darling Angel
and pray for our time soon,
I love you so very much and want to be holding you.
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