Not Missing You Poem by Jennifer Cook

I have not stop to think that you were a player from the start,
I have not miss you yet,
You are the reason I hate so many people,
You are the reason I have stop trusting people,
Why is that I still love you,
Why is that I still want to be with you,
I hate everything about you,
I hate the way you smile,
I hate the way you used to look at me,
With your deep hazel eyes,
The way you kiss me,
The way you used to hold me,
I can hate you yet still not over you,
NOT missing you that is fact,
Just trying to get over you,
Hardest part is that I haven't yet called you,
To know this hurts me,
I can be angry yet still care for you,
Not missing you,
Not hating you,
Just need to get over you for good.