Nothing Poem by Fernando Alvarez

I wish I could find
Something that would make me smile.
I haven't felt happy,
Not in a long time.
I have no one to love me.
Nothing to live for.
My life has fallen apart.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't stop crying.
I don't know what to do.
The things that made me happy,
I'm not interested in anymore.
I don't want to struggle.
I wish I could just disappear.
Death is something now,
That I don't even fear.
The doors open slowly,
And darkness welcomes me in.
I am going to leave now,
For I can never win.