Obsessions... Poem by hazem al jaber

your obsessions captured on me and shackle me...
your vision with to dream about it...
but when...?
and how...?
a lot and excited questions came to my thoughts...
but i have no answers for it...
may one, the days will answer all what i asked for...
which my eyes wanted to see...

seeing you inside me as a volcano...
which wants to spout from depth...
but...
i arrest it to not bother you...
from the heat pf passion and longing...
drawed your world in many different pictures...
formed as an oasis`s songs..
even nicer than the monaliza itself...
once i play on you as a guitar, ,
which gives the most beautiful tunes...
and once again inhale your perfume, ,
as a jasmine`s sweet smelling...
and once playing in your cheeks, ,
as a red Arabian jasmine...
and once touching you as a bubble water, ,
which it has all charming colors...
and once been confused and don`t know how to think...

so...
i runaway always..
to where which i don`t want...
and arrested my desires with the iron...
even if that was for a second...

your vision run after me...
wherever i go..
and whenever i been...
the soul can hardly resist...
even became prisoner to that obsession...
which it became never to leave me..

why...?
because you living in, where my passion came from..
and you sail in my seas,
and been drawed in my eye...
and you sit in my heaven`s heart...
and became my sailer, who drove me, to the safety land...
and to the forgetfulness...

the soul and the heart melted in your passion...
and been the controller to my mind...
and lived inside my heart...
and became not able to get rid of you...
became my world which i live and belong to...
became my dream which i always in...
and sail with it whenever i need...
and wherever i go...