On Expressive Mode Poem by Angie M..

Which I was in... and rather than 'protective mode'. In that mode apparently you're supposed to let the punches keep coming, because it won't kill you, you'll survive. Beck to the Magpie. I suppose it's different though when you're in a position where you see the punches coming. I also understand Christianity plays a role in the 'love your enemy' which I feel I do, through grace and through my 'expressive mode' (I have tamed my honesty in) Is it healthy to just stand there and just take it though? What about healthy boundaries? Is it possible that there is also 'Toxic Love' for others, because I can't feel it 100% of the time and difficult to find it when the intentions are to hurt me (for learning or not) It's so confusing.. and leads to the guilt of it as well. I can only express what's genuine, what's me, what the spirit is inspired by. I'm grateful and happy to be engaged in this experience and also sad, because it seems the enjoyment of it is mostly for others.. but you know, I'll hopefully find joy regardless of their behaviour, for the rest of my life I'm assuming is the intention. I'll try to find the Joy in this. As for the current lesson, I gave it for free (as I understand the value in that) but also the spirit can serve through teaching and boundaries...and though I may not be seen as one of those, my intentions are always there too.