On My Own Poem by Laura arwen

I need my
own space and
my own life
It is so
difficult to find
your way in
a sick world
I'm not very
good at organizing
my days because
I would always
do a lot
of things
Sometimes I think
if I'm on
my own I
am more organized
and responsible
I often think
about how I
will live on
my on behalf
and all the
things I could
do
Money is a
weakness for everyone
I deserve a
bit of earthly
and spiritual peace
I should be
more curious about
global history and
the study of
religions
I should learn
to coordinate mind
and body
Maybe if I
am on my
own I'll have
a clean house
I would like
to read more
and any literary
genre
I need more
time to write
something epochal
Sometimes I feel
very lucky
Every day is
a tough test
for me