Once A Follower, Now Just Lost Poem by Jessie Li here

I seemed to be following u
Agreeing because of hatred
Then...
U think i cant hear u
U think i dont know
Ring, just Ring, my alarm
Get me out of this room
Where im just the outsider looking in
Invisable
U think im not here
Even if u were just talking to i
U dont care
Im the invisable shadow
Not anywhere near this room
Where i sit now
Lost
Into the depths of my thoughts
Into the darks of my mind
So much for following
Then...
Im brought in
The kid in the next room
I should say something
But no words can come
Im lost in my own nothing
I dont even know what im thinking
Im not following anymore
I stuck in nothing
Lost
Left alone
By the one I ws once following
How am I to be able to think?

December 2006