Maya Thurber

Once Again I Feel Like Crying - Poem by Maya Thurber

Once again I feel like crying from the pain of the divorce. I need to cry but I cant I don’t think crying is a waste of my time anymore. I feel depressed. I need a day alone without anyone for a whole 24 hours. I need a day to write and to flush my body of the toxins from life and death I need a day for me. My mind feels as if it has snapped. I am scared of the unknown. I didn’t use to be. I use to look forward to it. I feel like I am going crazy. How is this happening? What is happening? I have no idea about what my life should be. I feel lost. I feel alone in a crowd of people. I didn’t know that was possible but it is. It feels like I am letting everyone down. I want to simply throw my body off a tower but I know I couldn’t actually do it its harder to be happy I have almost perfected the act of being a normal teenage girl. But sometimes I simply can’t keep the act up. It simply gets too hard. I need a break I need to get away format all I want to leave I want to runaway from it all but once again I know I couldn’t do that I love this place too much I think that’s why it hurts so much its what makes it so hard to let go I need a day to cry, to scream, to vent my fury, a day to release all of my emotions otherwise I will let it keep building until I do something dangerous or stupid and hurt myself.

Listen to this poem:

Comments about Once Again I Feel Like Crying by Maya Thurber

There is no comment submitted by members..

Robert Frost

The Road Not Taken

Read this poem in other languages

This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.

I would like to translate this poem »

word flags

What do you think this poem is about?

Poem Submitted: Friday, October 12, 2007

Poem Edited: Saturday, April 16, 2011

[Report Error]