Only Me Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I feel
chained to something
invisible although I
always have work
to do
People irritate me
who do not
do the basic
things
I don't think
I can think
deeply about every
hypothetical consequence
For me it
is very difficult
to trust people
but especially to
confide in them
I hate people
more than I
want to admit
it because they
don't want me
I build my
world
I'd love to
stay at home
in utter loneliness
I will be
more happy and
content if I
stay alone with
myself and isolated
from the world
I hate having
to leave my
house because in
it I feel
good
I will be
strange but I
prefer to stay
indoors because in
it I feel
quiet and safe
but most know
me move smoothy
I surround myself
only of the
things that I
like and that
really interest me
I have to
start being more
aggressive in life