Pain And Humiliation Poem by Grace Hays

pain and humiliation coursing through me
thought i was wanted at one time
now i'm not so sure
my heart and mind are fighting again
fighting against each other over someone i knew
my heart saying be patient
while my mind says move on
how can i ever say how i truly feel
without the fear of rejection loomin there right in front of me
afraid to say what i want to
afraid to be who i am
wish i knew what it was that i'm supposed to do
to get all of this anger
pain and humiliation out of me
for i care about someone
but don't know what to say without crossin' the line
will i ever find peace for my heart and mind