Pain Of Love Poem by Jalynn Farmer

My life is full of nightmares
And your one of my greatest fear
Your the pain I'll never forget
And the one thing I'll always regret
I remember all the laughs and smiles
And only wish they lasted for a while

The love for me you say you've found
I know isn't worth a sound
Somedays i wish i could just run and hide
I've even had thoughts of suicide
I just can't take the emotion when i hear your name
And sometimes I'm not sure if I'm even sane

I want the pain to go away
Then maybe someday I'll be okay
I feel that trust is but a meaning
And that many should believe me
I also know that many think that love is divine
But i know it shall never be mine