Past, Present, And Future Poem by Just a Boy

I’m a hopeless romantic
These feelings I have are far from satanic
Looking for the perfect girl to give my love
Someone so flawless and true,
You could be the second to my turtledove
Raised watching these love stories
Just wanted my heart to skip a beat not need for glories
Everything I speak is real and from the heart
In the past thought, I got shot by cupids dart
But the baby in the diaper was an impostor
Im not saying that girl was a monster
Everything happens for a reason in life
In fates hands she wasn't meant to be my wife
Trust me when I say I hold no grudge
From this past relationship I carry no luggage
So for now I'm just moving on
Maybe a new love will rise at dawn
Only time can tell
When we'll be cast under loves wicked spell
But at this time remember to recognize the differences between love, infatuation, and lust
Because that’s the difference between something deep or right under the crust
Id imagine when its true you feel it in your soul
What a heart that’s driving and ration having no control
This feeling I so badly yearn
For that special girl I'd give it all up with no concern
I ask myself will I find my soul mate before I die
Or lonely in my grave will I lye
I do not have the answer to this question
This is strictly my confession
How I look up to god and pray
An Angel He well send me someday
Together we will grow old, wrinkly, and gray