Please God... Poem by hazem al jaber

Became tired...
weary feelings and body...
became no taste to my life...
and no flavor to my writings now...

lost the dream which always wished...
lost the hope...
and lost the one, ...
whom i always lived for in this earth...
got out the soul which lived inside me...
wounding i am now...
and bleeding, but without blood...
even my body got torn...
and didn`t feel its pains...

lost my visual...
and became as a blind...
don`t realize the day from its night...

no sleep...
no smile...
just a sickness even in my dream...
and cries all the days till a nights...
became as a parentless, who lost his family...
and lost the tender warm chest...
and became not feeling with my heart`s beats...

i am writing to you all..
to all readers...
may they feel within the pains inside me...
may they give me a power...
and take off some of my pains...

got bored from every thing...
because i am without you...
bored from the sea and the moon...
and have nothing and no one...
except you...

Oh my great God...
mercy me please...
don`t know how to write more...
please God...
take off my anguish from my heart...
and mercy me within your kindness...
take me out from this all...
and bring to me again, my sweetheart...