Possible Poem by Crystal Maresh

Is it possible to lose someone?
Whom you care for a lot.
By just saying a few things,
That may make u lose them forever?

I believe….no I know this
Fact to be true.
I’ve encountered it so many times,
That I just don’t why I do it.

I believe that with my recent
Foolish action, that I may have
Lost the one person I care for the
Most, that is not family.

I’m just so completely,
Fucking, stupid.
Sometimes I wish I was never born,
Then maybe people will live better.

I don’t know why I’m here anymore.
I have no body that I love
Deeply anymore.
Maybe I should just leave,
Never to come back to this life.

I know I have family that care for me a lot,
But what good will it do,
When I just lost the person I wanted the most.
Is it possible to lose someone?

After a while, I’ve decided, that
Im just not gonna talk anymore.
Maybe it’ll be best this way,
If I just disappear for good.

Please when you read this,
Just forgive my actions.
I don’t know what to do anymore,
Im just a fool, a loveless fool.