.. Psychotic, Embecile, Incapacitated .. Poem by Yan Lee

The piercing sound
to fill my system
with doubt
if its right to undergone

this process
my relentless course
of my primordial goal
is to extract

a scintilla of love from you
though you dont understand
im willing to do everything you want
i will fly in the sea

swim in the air
dehydration on the dessert is okay,
your my oasis
burning myself in the lava

on the mouth of the volcano
just convince your self to
spare me some love,
commits suicide

if all this is impossible
cut myself with scalpel
if my demand is inutile
breathing is just an option

if i cant have you,
circulation of my veins proves futile
when there's no you
i will risk my life,

stop a speeding bullet,
i will not complain
whether its grave abuse and a complete disdain
you can castigate me till you drop

throw a bomb on my being
i'd love you to see me dying
in your own hands
bathed me with a muriatic

pinch me some salt
crust my bones, bald me,
peel me like a banana
splash me a vinegar

stone me to death
murder me,
stab me,
hack me, shot me

do some violence
but all these omissions perfidious to myself
still i want some more,
im begging you please

with a bended knee
just love me then,
alms! alms alms!
thats my chant

if i can't have you
my life would be useless
i will travel in the sun
burned my self in

i'll save a dynamite
and mass weapons of destruction,
swallow an amunition,
booze petroleum oil for you

i donate all my functioning organs,
if i owned your love
i walk a death march,
i will canvass you with my blood

a sweet demise
without
a sweet revenge
and don't be alarmed

worst, you won't do the same
and you will never do the same..