Read Me Poem by nicky joyce

Looking at the four walls
Struggling with all these fears
Trying to understand
When and if I will heal

I`ve been punished enough
And I try with all might
No matter what I seem to do
Never seems quite right

Facing all my issues
I fight with all I have
Sometimes all I need
Is a safe secure hand

When will I stop hurting
And feeling all despair
Stop all the doubting
That you actually care

Will I ever release
Just what you mean to me
Instead of I hurt you
By changing to someone mean

I will do my hardest
To fix the pain I caused
To mend your broken spirit
To reassure your thoughts

I thought I could do it all
But I was surely wrong
Cause without you in my life
I`m lost and just no one