Really Heavy Pregnancy Poem by Laura arwen

I can only
assume that my
pregnancy will be
very heavy
Sometimes I think
of not making
it to bear
so much weight
I look forward
to this pregnancy
occurs and passes
quickly
It is an
exciting adventure
It is an
explosion of feelings
and desire
It is my
virtual desire being
a complete woman
On some days
it's a nightmare
to have this
kind of pregnancy
because it makes
you physically slave
of erotic pleasure
I am terrified
by the idea
of having a
simple pregnancy because
I could not
stand all that
weight
It turns me
into a woman
unwatchable because my
body is decaying
I might be
immune to pregnancy
Sometimes when I
look in the
mirror I seem
to be charming
and not very
vulnerable
There is a
kind of grace
and satisfaction in
it
There is a
sort of careful
coordination between it
and its movements
It is a
concentration of seduction
and beauty