Recklessness

That was the last happy memory, you ripped my heart out of my chest.

My love I would take a shot for you, I would walk to the end of the earth until I find the answer.

Through this pain I would hope to gain your love
My tears fall to the ground creating a puddle, lake and now a ocean.
what you don't understand is that your worth it, I refuse to lose you I would die for you, I would give you all I have, I would do the impossible to reach you, but would you do the same?

But still, I would give and you will take.
I am a mess.
My reflection shows bruises and cuts and most of all a hole, a hole through my heart.
I can see right through it, empty no feelings left I'm drained blank like paper I'm numb as cold ice, cannot move, perplexed in my own fear of losing you.

Our sweet memories taste bitter now, but still I want you by my side my whole life is devoted to you, only you have the power to take it away.

So please, I beg, save me, save me from myself.