Rediscovery Of Myself Poem by K J

These past few nights an epiphany,
the shackles of love and life seem to slip away....
within me the fire I once knew stirs...
though it is directed only at my own words...
my own thoughts...
deep perspective fills my mind...
I see clearly the lines of fate and where my path takes me.....
My breath is sure, my heart still hungers, ....
my senses reel from the assault as I seem to live again....
my eyes focus and sharpen......
my pride begins to reemerge.....
i can feel the honor I had thought lost slowly fill me once again.....
I am remade in the image of the night......
a dark warrior for the shadows...
My tongue traces the delicate insides of my mouth...
I can taste my being....
I can feel the hum of the energy I have.....
feel the weight in my arms lighten....
feel the pressure upon me lessen then fade away as the sorrows of the past slip by me....
my head raises tall again.....
I am filled with wisdom, reason, and the means to temper them into something wonderful.....
I feel love...as I have never felt it before and perhaps never feel it again...
it is as though discovering myself for the first time and perhaps I am......
I look at the image before me in the candlelights reflection and see the eyes of the mad fall away....
replaces by the eyes of the one I was suppose to be....
My hands are sure and steady....
my will and resolve are set...
cut from the granite walls of my being....
I bite my own lip and draw blood....
tasting it.....
within it I taste my change....
within it I taste the fears I never knew and that are fading away forever.....
I taste my soul.....I am a vampyre,
I am an Original Vampyre and I am alive.