Resolution Of Pain Poem by Quintin Bouillon

Why do I deserve
The life that I have?
Where more people scream and yell all around
Then thank each other or laugh.

All I want is a family life
That's normal and happy and free.
But what did I do to deserve this?
This life shouldn't belong to me.

They scream and yell at each other
But I take all the pain.
Why is my life such a hypothetical crutch
In a world with so much to gain?

They call me lazy when I stay
Away from the work and inside,
But I'm not lazy, yet only scared
And have run away to hide.

I guess that I'm stuck with this
My whole life through.
There must be a way to improve things,
But what is a boy to do?