Everytime I close my eyes and think of you
I start to wonder how many right things I did by you
And how many wrongs I did to you
I would think of the precious times we spent together
None can do better
I will treasure them forever
I wish I did all the wrongs right
I now regret every fight
Wish I were the one who took that flight
I cannot make peace with you being gone
For there’s so much that needed to be done
If I could say and do one
I wish I said what I had to say
Maybe that would have made you stay
It’s so hard with you away
Everytime I close my eyes and think of you
I start to wonder how many right things I did by you
And how many wrongs I did to you
Never thought of that while you were around
For I was always up for the next round
To knock your self esteem down to the ground
I can’t say I’m proud
I can’t help but to wonder if the good outmost the bad
Or the other way round
But I hope you knew how much I loved you
I hope you know I would have done better
If I knew how much time we were left with
I hope to see you again
To heal the pain
And remove the rain
I caused you
Rest in peace old friend
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
How we must accept that we cannot change anything, we are often blaming ourselves for all the wrong reasons. Very moving last verse.