Return The Heart Break. Poem by Eman Awad

I loved you from all my heart,
and never asked for return.
I never imagined that i'll be torn apart,
never thought that i'll get burned.
You were leading me on,
some one you put on the side.
You love and move on,
and i get left behind.
When you turn around,
can you hear those racing beats?
Another one who loves you, you found,
some one who insanely looks you in the streets.
You liked the way things used to be,
you found a replacment when she is gone.
Why are you surprised not getting love from me?
i knew the real you and it was done.
Why do you look at me this way?
i know that i'm perfect to pretend.
What is wrong with me? you say,
and why can't you be my friend?
I am so broken and hurt,
lost in dreams, nightmares and reveries.
Remember that you almost say the words,
and that you filled my soul with memories.
Whenever i smile, i'm remembering you,
whenever i cry, i cry from you.
I wonder where was she?
when we used to be together.
I wonder what you feel for me,
while you are in this heart forever.
You'll come to me one day,
this love won't survife while you decieve.
I'll simply walk away,
and rejection you shall recieve.
I'll be in love then,
and i'll be free from you.
I'll have some one within,
some one who is true.
I'll look at you with no regret,
and no pain i will take.
I'll go on and i'll forget,
i'll return you the heart break..