Revelation..Much Better To Be Left Unsaid.. Poem by poeticgirl 100993

'i will write a poem for you again..if we will reconcile and live happily ever after..'
this was the last emotional sentence of the poem i wrote for you 7 months ago,
the revelation i told you, i thought, could help me to let these feelings go,
this heart of mine, when you're here, goes slow mo.

now, i cannot look directly into your eyes,
when we meet coincidentally and you pass by,
all the things i acted before, you've already known, they were all lies,
with the way you look at me now, behind my back, i used to response with a sigh.

i'm happy to see you glad and smile,
though i know, our distance is now a mile,
i used to dreamed before we were walking on the church's aisle,
but it's enough that you loved me for a while.

you asked forgiveness for unintentionally hurting me,
though i have already accepted that we're not meant to be,
it is the happiness in you in your new love that i see,
though inside me, i cry until i'm down on my knees.

i had seen you secretly looked at me when we were together with our new ones,
i forced myself not to give any meaning to the way you looked at me,
your paramour hit you on your face and asked you where were you looking at,
and mine, i didn't know but he felt somebody was breaking my heart.

i wished, you did not explain everything to me 'cause it's very clear,
you are showing me the painful reality everytime you come near,
but don't worry, as long as she doesn't hurt you, i won't act like a daredevil,
every memory, every heartache, every tear, for me is a souvenir.