Rollercoaster Life Poem by Wilma Horne

The way that i've chosen is full of ups and downs
I feel like i'm on a constant rollercoaster ride that never stops
At times i just want to end everything
And others i'm very happy

I dont know what's wrong with me
I'm never quite satisfied with what i have
I always seem to want more

And ususally at the end of the day
I want to let it all go but am too scared to do anything
My life is full of torment but happiness
Everyday i put on a face so those i care about dont see my real pain

I wear many masks and am a different person around different people
I dont know what to do or how to say this to anyone
Oh i wish i knew what to do