Sadly Happy Poem by Geovanni Leaño

When the rain-clouds devour my heart,
I always know that it's still not apart,
When I dared to be happy,
I can't stop crying-sadly,
When tears form from your eyes,
How i wish i could touch your face,
Then hoping that i can make you realize,
That i'm happy when we're face-to-face,
How I wish I could hold your hand,
How I wish this won't end,
How I wish I'm awake,
'Coz this isn't the dream I wanted,
I'd love you still either when i'm awake,
'Coz from the start i never pretended,
Why am i feeling this way?
I know that you will always be there,
But the feeling of losing you won't go away,
Maybe it's part of loving you this way,
How I wish i could surrender those days,
'Coz all those rain-clouds are devouring my heart.