Self Destruction Poem by uhm.. yeah

Conflicted
Never have I bestowed lies upon anyone
save myself.

Disoriented
My mind shatters
Knowledge is flung east
Memories west
Sanity south, never to be seen again.

Angered
I ruin my existence
Destroying what was once so special
In a fit of self loathing
And righteousness.

Finished
I revel in the beautiful sabotage
that I so despise
Now my laugh is hearty and glorious
Yet laced with an inescapable sadness
that is the rest of my life.