Sew Myself Up Poem by taylor wiebe

i didn’t think someone could have such a dramatic change
in such little time since i knew the real you
your not the person i knew
and i honestly don’t know why the hell i care
but i want to ask
have to ask
if it was her all along
why did u even bother with me
if you knew you were going to hurt me in the end
what kind of person are you
to act all that time
to know everything we had was fake
everything i felt wasn’t real
everything we had, to you just wasn’t a big deal
i said lets be friends
but you acted like you didnt care
so i stopped caring
until i found out the truth
and that triggered everything i had inside
anger, disspoaintment, confusion, madness
up until this very day
i still think about you
its sad i know
but i need to move on
i have to...
its the only way i can get rid of this ache in my heart
and close myself up
and sew it shut
and make sure you never get in
ever again....
04/2/09