Shut Down Poem by Becca Bell

You've no idea the effect you've had on me
And you will never know
For fear of me looking like a fool
I'd rather be in pain forever
Than know you don't feel the same
I can't help myself
No one sees you like I do
People only see what you choose to show
And I feel like I've seen more
Yet I sit here in vain
Loving you, and you now knowing or caring
Wishing so badly that you felt the same
It keeps me up at night
Makes me lose my appetite
You are unknowingly ruining my life
I've always wanted that which I could not have
Without even trying, you reject me
Shut me down
But I keep coming back again
I've gone insane, I should not be so attached
It's unhealthy;
This effect you've had on me
And you will never know.