Smile Poem by ash enslow

Its hard to look and see the light
When all inside is dark as night

You strive to see the depth of my heart
But your chamber walls keep us apart

Thus the way I must go, there is no laughter that I can show
I’m not loved or liked a bit, I feel like falling into a pit…of despair.

I feel like death is coming soon, my life taken alone in my room.
In my dreams I feel your touch, the knife ripping thru my body flushed

So I wait and wait for something new, a part of you ive never chewed
But away in my pain, its all the same

Do I scare you, I only speak from my heart
Go ahead and shoot me with cupids dart

I do not laugh, people think I do
A smile to me is something new.