Solid Walls Poem by Laura arwen

I want control
every situation and
every plan I
make
I need solid
walls to cry
on
I'm very excited
to follow every
promotion in different
supermarket
I think everything
is changing for
the worse
It's so sad
not to be
appreciate and enhanced
for who I
am
I am very
disgusted with people
because I don't
feel trusted and
accepted
I'm really exhausted
to not have
time for everything
I need solid
walls to build
my refuge
I'm stressed of
my chaos and
my will to
buy
They fortify my
resistance and patience
I think I
need the same
ritual on doing
things
My compulsion is
to spend money
every day only
because I can
do it
I fear to
not have enough
time for my
hobbies because they
are very important