Somewhere Poem by Anna Montgomery

I'm trying to think
Trying to breathe
cry myself to sleep
cause how could you be so gone?
Like you were never there at all
But you were.
And I can't help but remember
All the times we were together
Now you're gone and I'm here
Wishing, wondering, what's going on
Wishing I'd tried a little harder
Known you for longer
Held you a little tighter
Cause how could you be so gone?
You aren't, I know, You're out there
Somewhere...
Somewhere I cannot be
Guess what your mom said was true
I'm just the girl you'll never see again...
After high school
I still hear your laugh
I still see you everywhere
I still remember you
You wanted me to forget you
But there is no one like you
No one will love me like you
Wish I'd known better
So I could see the warning signs
so I would have assessed
So I could still have you
I'm trying so hard,
Not to break
Cause you were my home
My everything
Now you're gone
And I'm wondering what went wrong
How can I forget you
When you're everything I live for?
A human life is like a speck of dust
And when it breaks
It's swept away
Never to be seen again
I guess I was wrong though
Cause I fell for the way you looked at me
Cause I fell for your love of me
You were so sweet and caring
Maybe I was played by the best player
Maybe you never loved me at all
I'm so confused
I miss you so bad
I'll never forget you
I won't forgive you
And I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on
Cause when you love someone...
You'd let them break you
A thousand million times
And still, crawl back to them in the end
I don't think I was wrong
I hope not
I'm still here
And you're out there
Somewhere...