Stop It Poem by Black Rose

I dread, I shout, I cry
I bleed, i doubt, I lie
You don't hear me scream
Alone in my room
The things I say I don't mean
you don't feel my pain
When I cut my wrists
I don't want to continue
Because I fail at everything
You don't know I'm going insane
What you see is just a mask
Am I okay? You never ask
I'm breaking down
I'm such a mess
I can't sleep or concentrate
I can't take this stress
The voices ringing in my head
Never failing to haunt me
Stop it
Like a compact mirror shattered
I've lost everything I thought had mattered
I won't fake it anymore
I hate my life to the core
Just forget it
Give it up
Stop it
As I climb to the top
And I trip and fall
You won't catch me anymore
Unlike how you did before
Is it worth staying strong?
Is it worth going on?
Holding on day by day
Do you think I'll be alright?
Will I make it through the night?
I guess I'm running out of time
Stop it
Stop blowing up my mind