Such A Cunning Smile I Sadly Fell In Love With. Poem by Vanessa Kingsley

Such a cunning smile I sadly fell in love with.
Somehow you can manipulate the situation
How could I be so vaguely aware of all of it?
It’s so bewildering to think you feel nothing.
Why did you do it to me?
Can’t take what you did to me.
You can act like you’re aghast
And say that it’s in the past
But time doesn’t always heal your wounds
You’d walk around nonchalantly
Like nothing happened
I can’t pretend
Anymore
You can ask why I act so contemptuously
I’ll just blame it on the weatherman
No more rain and I’m soaked to the skin
In the puddles I can see it all reflected back to me.
Loping through the dark green fields of misery
It’s the one thing that makes to me
My delinquent behavior might seem a little crazy.
But your incredulous behavior is starting to scare me.