Such A Day Poem by Marilyn Jean

When you cannot understand me
You cannot see what I have
You cannot do a thing
Nor listen to me
Discuss a thing
Or agree
And you frown
Want me to stop talking
Because I am right or you should help
And you know it again and again
I loose it
I boil inside
Then I want to leave
To disappear go anywhere
I tell you the truth
I d not hide opinion nor feeling
or lack of interest or feelings
But the more real it is here
The more direct, sincere and true
The more anything comes from me
The less thing I get from you
I keep being defeated
I am little and my words are nothing
I can work and provide but I am so tired
I just want not to constantly be ask things
I left cross and with bad words, not even a regret
I came back and you did as if nothing happened
You always do, not a sorry except from me
As usual
No more crisis but no possible discussion
Then I serve all and did more chores
Then examined and solve the finance for a while
Another problem off your shoulders
As I have always done
And no thanks from you, never one
Horrible days are now normal
I am used to them
But I am so tired