The Blade Or The Boy Poem by Sarah matthews

The things we do never seem to be right
But the things we say seem even worse then our actions.
The words cut but the actions we take cut even worse.
Love those that are close to you when you can
Be strong when you should
And laugh as much as you can

For you do not know when this happiness will dissappear
Nor do you always know the reason why it leaves.
Love hurts we all know,
Some say its better to have loved and lost then to have
never loved at all.

Well is it the same when you love the blade?
Is it the same thing, can you quit and leave it behind as you would a person?
You love it, you would die for it, it hurts you but you just love it more.
What do you do? How do you stop?

The actions it shows you hurts more then
any pain you have ever felt before.
Tripping on the idea that it might be gone,
Laughing at evey silent scratch
Crying at every cut on another person.

Sane or insane?
Love or insainty?
Blade over boy?
Would it hurt to leave the one hurting you or would it hurt
to leave the one who you let hurt you?