The Chronicles Of A New Day Part 8 Eyes Wide Open Poem by David Knox

Now with eyes wide open and glowing
my life is slowing
down too slow too react, even thought you're so close to me
you still feel so distant and now i cant live happily
kowing that i am destined to have no possibility
at having you
only you too
no one else won't ever have me you will have someone better and not fey....
no qualities to inveigh about because he will be 100x better then me, inveigh
about it him you will not, you are special you deserve someone wonderful!
for i am something baleful to abhor
you will be happy
i will die and sad and sappy as i say goodbye
goodbye i am worth nothing...

(i no longer feel this way thank you Jesus)