The Right Choice Poem by Javi Lopez

why does it seem
like our love is bipolar
one minute its on fire
then the next its over

ever since october
that one day soon lead
how i counted as you my friend
and that day that i said

would you be my wife
i want to be with you forever
through hardships in our life
that we would always whether

being 400 miles apart
and a year difference of age
we would make it work
till we get to the day

where we’re legal and old enough
to go see each other
the passion burning
like a fire in the summer

but i feel like its just me
i honestly dont know
i cant figure you out all the way
i dont want to though

i wanna see all ur surprises
hidden deep within ur heart
that i hope to unlock
so we may never grow apart

so i may always have you mine
wake up to my sunshine
but i cant ever say you belong to me
because one day i might have to set you free

watch you leave, watch you go
taking my heart with you
knowing my love wont die
these insane truths

i wish would be lies
because if you go away
youll see other guys
and ill be left in a corner alone

to sigh and groan
crying till my tears fill up
enough around me
soon i can drink them out of a cup

only to cry them out again
with the thought that we’re through
with the idea that some other dude
gets to have his way with you

left as a wreck
but i pray that never comes
might as well go right now
and get that gun

but im strong enough to bare it all
even though itll never repair
a permanent scar
my heart to tear

for now we’re together
lets hope for the best
love each other
and screw all the rest

cuz ur mine and im urs
im ur baby ur my babe
little pet names
each other to which we gave

in loving thought
and deep emotion
i really hope
you get that notion

i may be crazy and strange
but i made the right choice
at least i feel as tho i did
at least i really hope i did