The Way I Drown Poem by Daya Nandan

What is the meaning of this life of mine?
When i keep drowning in failure everytime,
What reason do i have to live?
When i have nothing else to give?

I cannot fight the current andi certainly cannot swim,
I cannot escape the tides of my darkness so grim,
Its a whirlpool of sadness pulling me in,
My failures manifestated as the devil's sin,

My will to life is fading, the dark thoughts are stronger,
The period of darkness keeps gettinh longer,
What can i do when i am lost within my soul? ,
When will my mind give in and let my darkness take control?