They Deserve Poem by ESPN CHICK

Can you tell by looking into my eyes that I'm lying
Lying about being okay
Cause I'm really not

In case you haven't figured it out
I'm dying inside broken and bruised all over

I've hidden it all inside
All the pain and the tears
I try not to let it show around the world

I only let the tears flow when no one else is near
Cause I know everyone will think somethings wrong

Then they will be worried
But they were never worried about me before
They always pushed me to the side

Shutting me up before I even say anything at all
Whats the deal with that

I don't need there sympathy anymore
Not now not even when I'm long gone
There tears then won't mean anything

They won't even be real
Those tears will be fake just like them

I don't care if they know that I'm alone
Cause I don't want them to come near me
There a disease in disguise

Disgusting as can be
I don't want they have so stay away from me

Stay far away
Cause I'm better without anyone near
Especially someone like them

I could care less if they were dying
Cause they never really cared that I was dying inside

Went along with there lives
I never meant anything to anyone at all
Only when I was in tears

Only then they pretend to care
I hope they get what they deserve

I hope they suffer
Hope karma hits them so hard
That it will knock them down and they can't get up

I know I can make it on my own
I don't need them to stay alive

When I got me, myself, and I
I've always been broken
And my pain has became numb

So I don't need anyone anymore
I'm strong enough on my two feet

Where I can do anything
One day I will be better then them
And one day they might need me then I can push them away like they did me

They deserve to suffer
They deserve to be in pain and know what its like to wanna die

January 28,2008