Thinking About You Poem by Princess Jeesa

Waking up in the morning
What I start is thinking
I think of you and me
How we used to be

I ask my memories, why dont you just fade
It hurts recalling the sweet things he said
I try so hard to get you out of my mind
But you are just there, i dont even have to find
I Keep myself busy all day
But you still find your way
Your ways of consuming me
Even though you are not here, you are still in me

Sometimes I close my eyes and act I'm fine
But no I'm not, not when you aint mine
I tried to hate you, I swear
But I failed and I just want you here
I miss your voice all the time
And I wonder if I've ever crossed your mind
Hopeless hope I give myself day and night
That he might come back, yea he might

He said he loved me
But if he did, he could never leave me
Leaving me, giving no reason
Throwing me in such condition
Isnt it enough for me to hate you?
Then why cant I stop loving you
Why cant I get you out of my head
Why I still cry lying on my bed
Why cant I forget the way you loved me
The way you kissed me, the way you touched me

I was warned several times about you
But I listened to my heart and I trusted you
You didnt realize I so much loved you
I dont want to admit, but I know I still do
I just cant believe you are gone
No it cant be, please prove me wrong
Baby come back to me, just come back
Lets start this over and not look back

After everything that we have been through
After everything that I did
You give me this lonely scenario
A nightmare indeed