Thinking Of You Poem by mona martinez

I'll be thinking of you night and day,
wishing this pain to go away.
but because of you,
i wouldn't be who i am.
you were everything and more,
even when you went out of the door.
i never forget that day,
only because it seems to replay.
only reminding me of what god wanted,
i can see why.
you were everything i hoped for,
and SO much more.
no wonder the pain hurts,
it something nobody but, me understands.
i know i was your best gift from god,
you reminded me every day.
our time together was precious,
i was your world,
and your little girl,
it something we will never get back.
but, it something that will stay with us forever.
even way after you left.
pieces of you remain,
that make me wonder how i make it day by day,
even night by night.
question rome through my head,
wondering if you proud of how far i became,
but, i guess i know you are.
we were so close,
we knew more about the other person,
than they know themselves.
is that why i feel sooo empty.
nobody there to show me the way.
nobody there to love me the way you did.
everthing i never want to forget,
only because when it my day,
i hope i can be a great mother like you.
damn, could i ask for a better mother.
HELL NO! ! ! ! ! !
they don't make them like you.
but, you will always be close to my heart.
where we will be together forever.

11-02-08