This Is The Last Poem I Write For You Poem by Huseyin Abudharr Ali Diakides

This is the last poem that I write for you,

Don't worry, this one I'll keep short and sweet,

This will be the last time I think of you and feel,

Joy and pain together as my heart skips a beat.



This is the last poem I'll ever write for you,

What's the point when you will never read them?

What more is there to say? I've said it all,

Why should I keep going and carry on speaking?



I've told you that you are the love of my life,

What can I say that is more than that is?

So I'll pretend to myself I don't love no more,

And I'll pretend that that isn't a hopeless tactic.



I've told you I'll do anything to make you happy,

I've offered you everything what more can I offer?

And so I'll keep you off my mind as hard as it seems,

Until the day that I'm capable of saying "I've forgot her".



Goodbye to love even if it's the last time,

Goodbye to switching from hope to hopelessness,

Goodbye to pretending I'm not falling apart,

Goodbye to acting like I know how to cope with this.



I must forget you and bury you deep in memory,

Even though I want to keep up the fight for you,

But I must accept defeat however much it hurts,

So this is the last line that I'll write for you.



But before I go I want to say one more thing,

That this I the last time I think of you and sigh,

I know that this love is not good for me,

So this is the last time that I get lost in your eyes.



Even though it may seem an impossible task,

This is the last time I get drawn into your smile,

And ………………………………………………………….

Sorry I got lost in the thought of it for while.



But that was last time I will, I promise it is,

Maybe if I keep saying I'm over you it'll come true,

Cos I am over you, in fact you aint even all that,

Even if it's denial speaking, what else can I do?



I don't love you no more, I don't love you no more,

In fact I don't think I ever really loved you at all,

I was trying to run game, yeah that must be it,

Please please believe it's for happiness if you see my tears fall.



Actually I've found someone who is even better,

With an even more sweeter smile than you,

And with more beautiful eyes than you as well,

Who am I kidding? But I guess she'll have to do.



So now I'm over you, you mean nothing to me,

I'm no longer thinking about your perfection,

How I endlessly dream of………. I meant dreamt of,

Somehow winning over your affection.



This is the end please take care of yourself,

Perhaps we'll meet again someday but probably not,

You are now just someone from my past,

I barely think of you in fact I'd say you've been forgot.



I know I'm still writing, just a little bit more,

I only meant to write four lines, then eight then sixteen,

But don't worry this poem will have an end,

Cos without hope what's the point in a dream?



I don't remember the feeling you gave me,

Whenever I was around you lost in your flow,

Oh how much I loved it, how it made me feel

So wonderfu……………… no wait I wouldn't know.



All I know is that I have to do something,

Because it's like I'm stuck in the most perfect dream,

But one day I must wake to the nightmare of reality,

I might as well do it now however hard it seems.



So I'm over you my love, I mean my nobody,

But I want to tell you one thing before I say goodbye,

That this is the last poem I'll ever write for you,

Even though I know deep down that that is a lie.