This Pain Poem by Kimberly Lindsey

I am alone, with people all around.
Trapped in my mind, with emotions spinning ‘round.
Wondering why, what to do, and how, to make it right?
Life’s always hard and hurts, just want to give up and die.
I try so hard, and nowhere do I go,
It is never enough, and it hurts me so.
I always owe the bank, can’t ever get ahead.
The one I love is not here, he is with her instead.
My life is in shambles, I see no way to make it right.
A hand full of pills and a crown n coke,
Will take away my pain and end it all.
But what of those I leave behind, full of hurt and pain?
Is this what I teach them, that our lives are all in vain?
So I deny the temptation, and just bury the grief.
Hoping, for my miracle, and one each for them.
That one day, we all find happiness, and learn to live for God.
The way it is now, I am existing, and not one thing more.
I breathe, I eat, I work, I sleep, I am sad, I hurt…..
This pain….. is all.