Through My Eyes Poem by Alicia Roseberry

i wish you would listen,
to the way you talk to me,
to the way i always plea,
i want to die,
no doubt about it,
i just want my wings so i can fly,

i wish you would see,
all the scars you've left in me,
how all of your anger,
makes me want to flee,
i just want to be free,

i wish you would realize,
how much i dispies,
when i get cursed at,
when your husband calls me worthless,
more or less,
you've failed the test,

i wish you would remember,
when i used to call you mommy,
when you would sit there and hold me,
untill i'd fall asleep,
when i woke up with nightmares and crawled in your bed,
and now all i want,
is to be dead,

i wish you could feel,
the hurt in my heart when you think i'm lying,
the saddness inside,
that i've been trying to hide,
the realization,
that comes to my eyes,
the anger that grows,
so hot it explodes,
the hate that flows,
like a river in my viens,
like a boat that never rows,
the river boils over,
untill i can nolonger control it,

i wish you could see you through my eyes...