Through.Your.Eyes. Poem by thomas coltrin

I'm sorry to write this, words written with an open thought,
Life gives us experience, witch painfully Ive learned to except.
From back in the day before our innocents expired,
To this moment in time, when hate is viciously desired.

Expectations have changed, but change is so cruel,
When blood becomes ice, emotions expressed, its like the honesty fuel.
Countless hours we spent, misleading our feeling to love,
I will sincerely remember, but my own free agency, will no longer be put off.

You got to understand and visually interpret my feelings,
This spot in my heart can hold you, just none of the meanings.
I'm sorry for the pain and if it intertwined in to your very exssistance,
But blame only your self, you taught me self perseverance.

I'm sorry to what happened, fate chooses the consequences to our lives,
I loved you then, you love me now, i hate how situations make the sharpest of knifes.
A smile to my lips when i see you staring off blankly, like your in some kind of trance,
I see you staring to, and with our words combined, contradictory.,

'I don't believe in a second chance.'