Till Death To Us Part Poem by Javi Lopez

I'll be reading over the events
As well as the single note
Left by a boy we found
That was.... well anyway this is what he wrote

Note from a Lost boy.

It's a terrible pain
Striking into my heart
It's killing me inside
It's tearing me apart

I can't explain how bad this feels
I wish it would go away
There's no telling how much more I could take
Until I decide to call it a day

It started normally
As any feeling like this would
With no explanation for it
But I thought I could

She was beauty
I wanted her to be mine
Each day I felt melancholy
But around her I felt fine

She had a deadly secret
She had some issues you see
If I could have helped her with them
She would be with me

She was troubled by her life
As I also was with mine
But she thought of something drastic
All she did was whine

To end her misery by means of death
I was shocked to hear
I thought I heard wrong
I couldn't believe my ears

I told her not to do it
Think of all you'd leave behind
The sunny days and all her friends
All of which acted very kind

She didn't listen to me
Not a single word
I couldn't believe her now
She's being absurd

Later I'm alone in my room
Hoping she doesn't go through with it
It will leave me empty
It will cause me to have a fit

I call to see if she's okay
No answer from her phone
I'm running to her house
Hearing only a dial tone

I come to her house to see she's not there
I figure the worse possible and flood with despair
I sat there in her quiet, dark and empty room
I start pulling my hair

She did it
She's gone and I was sure
I only regretted never getting to tell her
I loved her

So back to how I started this
With pain and sadness
I felt like I couldn't live without her
I may have been falling into madness

It was like a hole in my heart
And slowly I pondered
As I felt such a hurt
While I simply wandered

Night came it was pitch black and cold
I was thinking of horrible actions
To the lost of that person
I had a horrid reaction

So I knew i couldn't handle this pain any longer
If I did I was going to become insane
This was a tough decision to make
But I felt it wasn't in vain

I write this note to whomever cares to read it
Recapping what has happened
I simply stated all my reasons
As I was saddened

So these last few words won't tell a lot
But I will simply say of what I thought that dreadful day
That due to the pain I feel and sadness clouding my mind
That night I was gonna take a trip far away
I won't be coming back.

Later this boy's dead body was found at the bottom of a very high cliff.
We suspect he willingly jumped off and never looked back on it.
According to this note he was very troubled and kinda mad.
He must've had some kinda fit.

But I suppose what's done is done.
Well I guess now we know how badly stuff like death can affect someone
Just right to the point of madness and point of no return
But as I said before what's done is done.