Time For A Change Poem by Natasha Andeyi

Is it wrong that I want to move on from you?
Is it a crime to desperately want another to hold my heart captive the way that you do?
Is it terrible that I want to see another face when I'm actually looking at another face?
If these wishes aren't as terrible, then why can't they be granted?

You don't want me but nobody else should make me happy,
You don't want me in the arms of another,
But refuse my warm embrace when offered.
What part of me do you want besides my heart?
What is enough of my kind that will make you look my way twice?

I know I'll be tired someday,
I already am by the way.
I'm just holding on because you have my heart captive,
But there'll come a day when death will be a better option,
The best option for a fresh start.

We might be two souls attached from the beginning of time,
But now that I've found you,
It seems like time is the very thing keeping us apart,
And as much as I'm trying to be patient,
A mortal being can only wait long enough.
Loving you from a distance ain't for me,
Especially when your reciprocity is based on your boredom,
And I keep being the available option.

This is exhausting to say the least,
I've done my best to maintain the maturity,
But the more I make my mental growth known,
The more time proves my stupidity.
What can I say?
I'm done waiting quietly on the sidelines,
It's either time takes me to another star to behold,
Or it brings me forth to the only star my heart holds,
Either way, it's time for a change.