To... Poem by Guarded Heart

To crave your touch is like torture
To be in your presence is bliss
To want you is like needing to live

To be in your arms is pure ecstasy
To know you have someone to hold you gives you hope
To be part of something bigger than you holds its own pleasure

To be alone is crushing
To be known is confining
To hold on is challengeing

To physically exert yourself so your mind can't wander
To exhaust your mind so you can't think
To hide your emotions so the world can't see

To know not no who you are
but who you want to be