To Be Loved... Poem by RIC BASTASA

when i come back
it will not be this
me, ..unloved, i have
loved much,
greater than yours,

i will not be you
i will be another,
whatever that be,
i will not be this,
unloved...i want
to be whoever and
whatever,

someone loved by
another, much greater
than mine,
or i could be something
you can love,
and even if i too in
that state
cannot love you
in return, i just want
to feel

how is it to be loved
that much.